It's a Sunday and I've made it here
To the point of flashbacks and no return.
I am withdrawn from light
From self...
I am about to take up skydiving
And I'm hoping, praying
That since it's free you'll someday join me.
It's a Sunday and the world is still alive;
We're all moving but, man have we got
Fevers;
Fevers of intention that not one antibiotic
Can seem to cure this time around.
I've got the common cold this time
With a hint of danger
Where I might just down this bottle of cough syrup
And call it a day.
We've all got chills and itches,
But I don't my days hidden under woolen covers.
I know it might seem arrogant
But I want to rip these covers away
And ask you to stop paying for a sight at my scars.
Suddenly in the plummet, when you're staring down at my landmarks
I feel like a national travesty
Instead of a national treasure.
I know you'll find me behind the morning's curtain
And give me some cursory response of blatant
Repose, but
I'd rather be flying along the telephone wires
Then clinging the static when you call my name.
Greetings from the end of time, dearest.
It's not better when oblivion blankets me
But here....
In a storage closet of free falls
And indecision;
I know I have stripped down to the naked truth
And nothing can haunt me now whether or not
I decide to jump.